Saturday, October 08, 2011
I am passion. I am pain. I am pleasure. I am love. I'm confused and don't know why.
I have won but am a loser. I am wonderful. I am numb. And that in itself is hell.
I connect with those I love. Plug deep into their soul. I become what I resent till I resent myself as well.
I'm a sinner. I feel guilt. Ive torn down every good thing I have built.
I have dreams and they are me. Everything I want will never be. I'm amazing. Everything I am has been a lie.
I love everything I've done it made me who I am. Take every regret and kiss them all goodbye.
I am me and that is all I can or want to be.